Ugh more problems with "that girl"....

So you may ask, what has she done now? Well, let me tell you...

I look over Josh's shoulder while he is checking his phone messages/emails and notice that she has tagged him in a few photos. So I ask to see them. He tries to delay me from looking at them for as long as possible. It's like, it's showing me a few pictures....how long could this actually take? Unless you're hiding something from me...

So after enough bugging, he shows me...they are pictures of her 21st Birthday party earlier this year in a hotel room with other people. This wasn't the worst part. He told me that she thought it'd be "fun" to take pictures of them while he was resting in the bed. One of those pics happens to have them both under the covers of the bed. First off, it's one thing to have fun. It's another to be posting it on Facebook like half a year later.

Here's the other problem: I want him to send her a message to tell her to take the pictures off. He doesn't want to send her a message because he says it makes me look bad. We keep arguing about this on Sunday and he says "I'm going to leave if you don't drop this." And I didn't want him to leave so I just complied, even though I didn't really want to, cuz then he would have left before dinner, and I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible. And this problem is that I haven't really dropped it. It's still bugging me.

Even though it's totally inappropriate to be online, I don't see why she put them on there. It's like she doesn't have any boundaries or anything. She should learn to be more respectful.

I don't want to sound all depressing and what not, but that's exactly how I feel. Josh let me down once again. I thought he was going to change and not hurt me so much when it came to these things. I guess I was wrong. I had a pretty rough week and just about the only thing that was really going to cheer me up was seeing Josh today. I text him yesterday making sure that he'll make it home for dinner and he doesn't reply. I just figured he was in class or something. Then in the afternoon, I received a text saying that he won't be coming over anymore since he doesn't have to work and that it's too expensive to come see me if he's not working. I don't believe that it is that expensive. Considering he spent money on his new Halo game, which was probably around $50. It just made me feel like I'm not worth the extra money to him. It also diappointed me because I was looking forward to seeing him. We had agreed that he'd come over every weekend to see me. Obviously this was broken. He'll make enough money next week to cover gas for both weeks. I don't know what his problem is, but he seems to think that everything is okay.

This happened before when he went down to visit his mom for a few days. I was looking forward to him coming home on a certain day. His mom made him miss the flight cuz she took too long getting ready. This made me so mad. I feel like I just shouldn't make such a big deal out of seeing him if I haven't seen him in a while just to prevent myself from getting hurt so badly.

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Josh decided to come visit me after all....so he's here with me now on this lovely saturday. =D

Update

So lately I've been super busy with school. I started Tuesday and I go 2 days a week....on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I found out that Tessa is in my Contemporary Sexuality class, so that's pretty exciting. Then for my next class (Intro to Management), Lianna is in that one, so we meet up after class and have lunch together. I had no idea that I'd be doing so much walking around campus. It's so crazy and I'm sore. LOL.

Anyway, since Josh got back from his trip to LA, he brought back something that's really unwanted. A COLD! He ended up passing it on to me and now I'm sick and still have to go to school, work, and wake up incredibly early to get to school. Tuesday, I got up at 5:30 am just to try out how long it takes me to get to school. Today, I got up at 6 am. So I got to sleep in for at least a little bit longer, but I still need more rest, especially now that I'm sick. Another reason to hate that Josh left for his trip.

I have so much reading and homework to do right now, I almost feel overwhelmed already. LOL. Crazy, huh? Especially since school just started. Oh well, I'm sure I'll get used to it. I'm taking 15 units total, so I can totally do it. I just need to put more effort in than when I was at Skyline. haha. Now I have to go work on some hw :(

Here it is, the middle of summer, and I still haven't done anything remotely exciting. Josh is now in southern California, probably burning up in their over 100 degree weather while visiting his mom for a few days. I'm stuck at home with nothing to do. I could go out and do something, but I don't feel like driving myself anywhere, even if the price of gas is coming down.

I did get to do a little shopping recently, which was fun. I bought a milk frother from Teavana, a watch from Macys, and some clothes from Express. I tried using the milk frother, but I don't think I did it correctly. My hot chocolate was anything but frothy. Hopefully when Josh gets back, we can figure it out together. Otherwise that was a waste of $20.

Josh and I also went and played badminton with Matt and Renee. It was so much fun! Too bad I got tired waaaay too easily. Maybe it was because I didn't eat lunch. Anyway, after badminton, we went to Thai Stick. It was pretty good...now I'm not one to try new foods, but the foods that we picked out looked like foods I'd eat. I'm glad I tried it :)